Sexy Time

Not gonna lie.  I miss the physical intimacy (hugging, holding hands, kissing, cuddling) of dating.

I'm pretty prude, so that simple stuff is exciting and fun for me.

The physical part of dating (all the sex stuff) really stresses me out.  I love all of the physical stuff once I'm in a committed relationship.

But during the dating phase, I never know when it's time for a boob touch or heavy petting or going back to his place.  Basically, I never know when it's time to head to the next base.

I usually feel like a big tease, because I take things really slowly.  It's a no-win situation.

I'm all about being in a monogamous relationship and both getting tested before any type of sex happens.  Guys say they're cool with it, until it's time to head to the next base, and I have to make a gentle reminder that it isn't gonna happen.

Awkward every time.

So, this 'non-dating' journey is a bit of a relief for me right now in that department.

I get a chance to get to know guys without wondering what number date we're on and what sexual situation is expected.  There seems to be a direct correlation between what # date we're on and the level of sexual expectations.

What is it about date #3 that says it's 'sexy time'?!